How do you fight it?

The feeling of being lost
The feeling of being tossed…
Aside like you don’t matter
Overeating just makes you fatter
Self harming depresses you more
Sleeping with randoms makes you a whore
Everytime you try to get them off your mind your reminded of all the times
The laughter, the smiles, even all of the hard trials that you got through together not a damn thing was better…
But now they’re gone and your left alone
No more prince charming youre no heir to the throne
All you can do is wait and hope and pray that this isn’t the end of your rope
Do what you have to do for you
Maybe later in life that person will walk right on through.